Wednesday, June 23, 2010

US Senate report says Haiti rebuilding has stalled - Boston.com

US Senate report says Haiti rebuilding has stalled

PORT-AU-PRINCE, Haiti — Haiti has made little progress in rebuilding in the five months since its earthquake, because of an absence of leadership, disagreements among donors and general disorganization, a U.S. Senate report says.

Obtained Monday by The Associated Press, the eight-page report is meant to give Congress a picture of Haiti today as U.S. legislators consider authorizing $2 billion to support the country's reconstruction.

That picture is grim: Millions displaced from their homes, rubble and collapsed buildings still dominating the landscape. Three weeks into hurricane season, with tropical rains lashing the capital daily, construction is being held up by land disputes and customs delays while plans for moving people out of tent-and-tarp settlements remain in "early draft form," it says.

The report was written by staff of Sen. John Kerry, the Massachuetts Democrat who is chairman of the Senate Foreign Relations Committee, and other Democrats who interviewed U.S., Haitian, United Nations and other officials and visited resettlement camps, hospitals and schools throughout the quake zone.

"While many immediate humanitarian relief priorities appear to have been met, there are troubling signs that the recovery and longer term rebuilding activities are flagging," said the report, which is scheduled to be released Tuesday.

Three times it says the rebuilding process has "stalled" since the Jan. 12 disaster.

The report also criticizes the government of Haitian President Rene Preval and Prime Minister Jean-Max Bellerive, saying it has "not done an effective job of communicating to Haitians that it is in charge and ready to lead the rebuilding effort." The report calls on Preval to take a "more visible and active role, despite the difficulties."

Bellerive responded to the criticism in a Monday interview with the AP. He said officials are working hard behind the scenes to ensure reconstruction does not simply mean the rebuilding of barely livable slums.

"We understand the impatience and we are the ones more frustrated than anybody," the prime minister said. "It took some time. I believe four months (since a U.N. donors' conference in March) to plan the refoundation from such a disaster is pretty acceptable."

With a chuckle, he also said it is unfair for U.S. officials to take him to task when the Senate still has not approved aid money that Secretary of State Hillary Rodham Clinton promised at the donors' conference.

"They ask me to move more projects when the money is still on hold," Bellerive said.

In all, just 2 percent of the $5.3 billion in near-term aid pledges have actually been delivered, up from 1 percent last week.

The report expresses concerns that even once the money is in hand, it will not move quickly enough to help. The funds are managed by a 26-member reconstruction commission led by Bellerive and former U.S. President Bill Clinton that started its operations last week.

While the report calls the commission the "best near-term prospect for driving rebuilding," it also says the panel "has the potential to dramatically slow things down through cumbersome bureaucratic obstacles at a time when Haiti cannot afford to delay."

The report notes disagreements among donors over strategy, approach and priorities, saying the disputes "are undercutting recovery and rebuilding."

The reconstruction panel includes representatives of donors who pledged at least $100 million in cash or $200 million of debt relief, including the United States, Venezuela, Brazil, Canada, the European Union, the Inter-American Development Bank and the World Bank.

Bellerive said the report's criticism that the panel has been too slow in organizing is already moot. "We had a meeting, we have an office, we have administrative support," he said.

One thing on which all parties agree is the importance of November elections. The legislature has almost entirely dissolved after members' terms expired because the quake forced the cancellation of February legislative elections. Preval's five-year term ends next February; an attempt to prolong his term by several months if elections are not held resulted in protesters clashing with police in front of the ruins of the presidential palace.

Failing to hold the November elections on time, even despite the losses of the electoral commission's headquarters and records, could imperil "Haiti's fragile democracy," the report says. But it expresses limited optimism that a plan for holding the vote is "apparently imminent."

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Monday, June 21, 2010

Haiti: Journal Entry #16

I've been sick for a week. I started getting really frustrated this past weekend because I haven't been able to "do" as much as I'd like to be doing here. In fact, this whole trip has been quite the reverse from what most of us expected. Just how much rest He has given us and how tired we all are became very apparent when the four teams converged and shared what they've been "doing". Most teams are building, doing VBS', etc. Most teams are in bed by 8pm and up at 5am. We in Uncaged, on the other hand, are up late into the night and don't have to be at breakfast until 8am.

I started feeling really useless in that comparison. And now with my voice gone because I'm sick, I haven't even been able to translate/talk for the team - the one real skill I've felt able to bring to the table here. I physically cannot speak. I've felt God saying to be still for some time but today I'm forced to be still because of being sick and loosing my voice - I'm actually separated from everyone, in a back room by myself while they are out working on the wall.

And then today, with the sicknesss and no voice and forced rest/alone time, it all starts coming together. I feel somewhere in the past few months that "doing" has become more important to me than "being".

That serving has become my identity.

Like God will love me less if I'm not out there serving, or I have to make up for past mistakes and wanderings away from Him by doing more now.

Wow.

It hits me like a load of bricks, realizing these things I've been walking in without realizing it.

And I knew before the trip that I needed to rest. But i kept on taking on more so how ironic to bring me here and get me sick to really force me to sit down and be with Him in order to get it through my thick skull that all this time, I still haven't fully grasped the gospel of G-R-A-C-E!!

It seems like God is trying to impress the message on me that He wants to carry me into a new season - one of relationship and becoming who I am in Christ, not in my serving, not in my external relationships and obligations... and a season to learn how He, God, the maker of heaven and earth, feels about me (ME?!?!) outside of my serving Him, regardless of anything I do for Him. What the heck was I thinking....without knowing I was thinking it... God doesn't need me... He wants me... and sometimes it is more glorifying to stop and be with him than to be doing things for Him.

I can barely wrap my mind around this right now. The weight of grace is on me. How did I miss this for so long...

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Haiti: Journal Entry #15

Three of our teams converged yesterday and took a bus to a place called Jacmel, on the ocean, for a weekend off. Funny how we've become family and stayed pretty much to our own teams for the most part...The air and ocean here are clear, warm, and turquoise blue. I'm having a hard time staying focused on the present. I keep getting pulled into the unknown of the future. So many of us are headed into the unknown. For me, its not knowing if I'll have work. Needing a new roommate (I got an email from one of mine saying she's moving out in August). I don't know what the Fall will look like at all. Am I going to be called to go somewhere else or stay in San Diego? This place feels more real then life back in California... I don't want to leave. I'm by no means saying its perfect here. It is a wasteland and that is hard to walk through but the community of love here... the relationships that are being built with the kids and each other are so precious. Talking with the other teams I realise how privileged we've been to be at RENMEN. I almost fee l like we haven't been "working" because most of the physical stuff we've started keeps running into road blocks. But, I really feel like our ministry has been relational - for RENMEN but also between each other. Last night after everyone went to bed our team decided to take Florence's (Mama's) brother up on his offer to take us out. Just the ten of us.... at the end of the night Tiffany and Sammy Jo ended up in the ocean in the dark... somehow I feel more free and liberated here. But I'm SO quiet. I feel like there is still part of me holding back from letting people really know me. I haven't got a clue why... part of it maybe is I'm afraid of attachment and leaving people, of being left. I have this overwhelming fear that's been built up from my past. But I am careful to remember the people who have stayed for the long run, too... but not physically. All the people I've gotten closest too have physically left. I'm tired of being alone. I'm worn out from "independence". The truth of that is hitting me. I'm really exhausted of building relationships and having people leave/move. I know that's life. I know God can use people to love me where I am at different times and for different lengths of times, but my fear of people leaving and of being hurt has become almost crippling, , not letting me let anyone get real, get close. I guess I believe everyone leaves but Christ. This might be true, but I also know it doesn't mean I should build walls to keep people out and be alone... I know we are called to community. But reality is my walls are still up. I'm struggling....

Thursday, June 17, 2010