Monday, May 31, 2010

hello, haiti

When you walk to the edge of all you’ve known and take the first step into the darkness of the unknown, you must believe one of two things will happen: either there will be something solid for you to stand upon, or, you will be taught to fly.~Patrick Overton


Well, this is it. It may be a bit before you read from me on here again... in the meantime, our Haiti
Team Blog (
http://relief.theworldrace.org/) 
can keep you up-to-date on how God is using us to love on the people of Haiti. Fill in your email where it says "Subscribe for Blog Updates:" on the left side of the screen. Below that, if you scroll down there is a list of blogging categories for the team (i.e. Expectations, General, Participant Bios).

 I'll end off with one of my newest favorite verses & then quotation, John 13:34-55, "A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another." I just also want to say a final thank you to all of you for your support and encouragement along each step I took towards this missions trip; I'm so humbled by how many people God has used to show me how much He loves me. Take every opportunity God places in your path to love on people with all your heart! You'll never regret it, 
"What you are in love with, what seizes your imagination, will affect everything. Fall in love, stay in love and it will decide everything." - Pedro Arrupe

food & tarp delivery to a church in need

Adventures In Missions staff purchase thousands of dollars worth of food and tarps and deliver them to one of the church communities they work with.

Friday, May 28, 2010

Son of God Orphanage in Haiti

Video reflection on time at the Son of God Orphanage in Haiti. To give to this project Facebook.com/churchtochurch.


How is it that a people you've never met, in place you've never been, can have such a big piece of your heart? I haven't even left yet and God is doing all kinds of funny things with my heart...Read Magdala's story here .

"We may see 126 orphans under a tree. God sees and knows each of them by name."

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Ktadp: life in a flooded tent city


Above is video footage from Ktadp.$30 USD will replace one of the 577 bed sheet shelters and provide a family with two tarps to create a more weather resistant shelter.If you would like to help, click here. Please include " for Ktadp" in the memo of your payment.

You can read here for more about Life in a flooded tent city. There are 3,462 people that live in this community.They live in 577 "shelters"...not to the tarp or tent level yet. That means that each of the little shelters above on average houses 6 people. The name of this community is Ktadp and they need your help. The pictures below (there are more if you follow the link) were taken four months after the earthquake. This community still hasn't received a tarp or help from an organization.


Rainy season has set in, and those that have found rocks to make a bed find themselves sleeping on ground not completely sopping wet. Below is a picture of someone's bed...


Tuesday, May 25, 2010

God of second chances

a friend of mine who also does the Homeless ministry sent this link. I guess I'm kind of going off on a tangent from posting on Haiti today, but this gave me goosebumps so I wanted to share it... it's an amazing performance - a homeless man joins in to sing praises to God!
"Said the Holy Ghost is moving just like a mountain, hey hey, one God one creator...."

Monday, May 24, 2010

praying for the Haitians

The YMATH team that went down in February had many an opportunity to pray for the people of Haiti. Ian Robertson captures this ministry and the effect it has had on the American youth pastors.

Friday, May 21, 2010

reasons behind Haiti’s poverty - Newsweek.com

Reasons Behind Haiti’s Poverty - Newsweek.com
Jan 16, 2010 Updated: 11:38 a.m. ET Jan 16, 2010
By Karen Fragala Smith Newsweek Web Exclusive


Haiti: A Historical Perspective
It's not culture or curse, but a difficult history of occupation and environmental degradation that explain the country's woes.

Long before the biggest natural disaster in Haiti's history shook Port-au-Prince on the afternoon of Jan. 12, the Caribbean nation of 10 million struggled to feed and shelter its expanding population. More than a million families relied daily on international food aid, and the capital sprawled with shantytowns built by unemployed farmhands who had migrated to the city in search of work. Haiti is the poorest nation in the Western Hemisphere, but its culture and history are undeniably rich. Under French rule in the 1700s, Haiti was the wealthiest colony in the New World and represented more than a quarter of France's economy. After a Haitian slave revolt defeated the French army in 1801, the newly independent nation became the first country in the New World to abolish slavery. But Haiti's fortunes ebbed when the 20th century brought three decades of American occupation, multiple corrupt regimes, natural disasters, environmental devastation, and the scourge of HIV. Newsweek discussed Haiti's storied past and uncertain future with Michele Wucker, the executive director of the World Policy Institute and author of Why the Cocks Fight: Dominicans, Haitians, and the Struggle for Hispaniola.

Haiti and the Dominican Republic share the same island and the same basic climate and geography. Why is Haiti considerably poorer?
Haiti won its independence after a long revolution that destroyed a lot of the country. They were then required to pay a large indemnity to France or else many countries—including the United States—refused to acknowledge Haiti for fear that it would encourage an American slave revolt. More recently, both Haiti and the Dominican Republic were occupied by the United States, but Haiti was occupied for much longer. By the time the U.S. pulled out in 1934, Haiti's own institutions had atrophied.

How does the legacy of the Duvaliers (Francois "Papa Doc" and his son, Jean-Claude "Baby Doc," who ruled Haiti from 1957 to 1986) contribute to Haiti's current conditions?
The Duvaliers left Haiti economically decimated. A large number of educated professionals left the country during the Duvalier regimes, and the period that followed was so unstable, it was hard to lay down roots and build infrastructure. International investment was limited because it was an unreliable business environment.

Haiti has a history of limiting foreign ownership of its land and industries. Will it need to open up its borders to multinationals and can it provide the security foreign investment requires?
Haitians must have a feeling that they are in control of their own destiny. After the coup against President Aristide in 2004, there was a lot of controversy over what Haiti's economy should look like. A lot of Haitians felt that reform was being dictated by Washington. Haiti wasn't given enough of a chance to help itself, which made the political instability worse.

Food aid from the United States has helped feed the poorest Haitians but it also seems to have put Haitian farmers out of business. How can Haiti build an effective farming system?
As for Haitian farmers competing with U.S. imports, it raises the larger question of how the U.S. subsidizes its farm industry and dumps surplus crops in the form of food aid. This practice has done a lot of damage in Haiti and other developing countries. For Haiti to sustain its own people, it needs to rebuild the roads and infrastructure needed to transport crops internally.

How have deforestation and soil erosion impacted Haiti?
Deforestation has drastically worsened the impact of hurricanes and tropical storms. On the southern border between the countries, you can see the green forest stops and it's barren on the Haitian side.

Given that Haiti is vulnerable to hurricanes and earthquakes, it would be prudent to establish building codes and other disaster response initiatives. How can this be implemented?
A lot of Haitians living in the diaspora are interested in helping back home, and that will play an important role in rebuilding Haiti. At the same time, there are administrators from big international aid organizations living in Haiti who are paid well and live in lovely homes. These resources could be spent more effectively by employing Haitians rather than top-loading with international consultants.

How have racism and cultural identity had an impact on Haiti's interaction with other countries?
Haitians are very proud of their heritage as they should be. But when you've got a country that's constantly derided and accused of making a pact with the devil, it's hard to get the aid and investment the country needs. Haiti has done amazing things. To be the country that started the end of slavery is so powerful. Haiti has fantastic music, a language that is very witty and creative, and people with an amazing spirit and work ethic. Those things are too easily forgotten by outsiders, but anyone who has spent any time in Haiti can't help but fall in love with it.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

something beautiful

I've lived in San Diego for almost four and a half years now, and how that much time has already passed boggles my mind. When I moved here in January 2006, I had no intention of staying long term. I have no family here and am very close to my family back in Canada, so not having family here has often been hard for me. Yet, for the first time in the past four and half years,I truly feel and know I do have family here I can depend on. Serving others has an interesting byproduct; in the process of helping/serving others, you are the one who ultimately gets blessed. The result of my participation in different ministries (Hospitality, Homeless, Step-Up) has been that God has given me brothers and sisters who have blessed me so much here in San Diego. Proverbs 18:16 says, " A gift opens the way for the giver and ushers him into the presence of the great". I really feel that over the course of the past 10 months I have been ushered into the presence of so many beautiful, loving people.

When I had car trouble last Saturday (it died multiple times), one of my "brothers" from Church Without Walls took time out of his afternoon plans with his family to come help me jump it and see what the problem was. A really good friend of mine then spent the better part of his Saturday afternoon running around with me trying to get a good deal on a battery, finding someone who could install it at no charge, and then picking me up again later when the car died a second time. On Sunday, another "brother" spent a couple more hours running around with me, trying to see if we could get the other part needed to fix the problem to avoid having to go to the dealer (turns out my car is abnormal and dealer was unavoidable). And, on Tuesday, I was blessed off my socks when yet another "brother" took time out of his day to go to the dealer with me and... ultimately offered to cover the cost of the repairs, saying (to paraphrase) "You spend so much of your time doing Gods work. He clearly wants and needs you to have this car working. My money is God's money, let me use His money to pay for the repairs so you can keep doing His work". Only God working in these men's lives would move them to be so generous in their time, finances, and friendship to support me.

But, what they probably don't realize is that in doing so they have been ministering to me on a whole other level. Last January, after going through some personal heartbreak, I remember praying for God to keep my heart soft towards men because I was angry and hurt and giving in to that anger would have been very easy. I know, that probably sounds funny... praying not to let my heart get hardened? But, basically I was genuinely afraid of becoming cynical.

Little did I know how many brothers God was going to bring in my life. I'm not just referring to those who helped with the car this past week. I have been so blessed to get to know so many different godly men in so many different places in the community, at so many different stages of life, not just pretending to love others but really loving them... standing on the side of good and loving people with genuine affection (Romans 12:9- 10).

Tonight, I'd like to say a very special thank you to the brothers God has given me; I'm so grateful to have them as examples of what godly men look like. I could name you, but you all know who you are. Please know that as Romans 15:17 says, "[you] have reason to be enthusiastic about all Christ Jesus has done through [you] in [your]service to God". I am grateful and blessed to have been able to see Him working through each and everyone of you.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

how Haiti lost Its trees

A few times in the past couple of weeks, when I've been talking about Haiti, people have asked me how did the country become so poor? Haiti is known for it's poverty, with over 80% of the population living below the poverty line making the equivalent of about $2/day.

So, I thought I would do a series of blogs investigating some of the history. The first of which is looking at the deforestation - which has been almost total; Haiti is one of the most deforested countries in the world. Why? They routinely cut down trees for fuel (to burn 'raw' or to make charcoal) because it is the most accessible source of fuel. Below is taken from the article Haiti's Dilema, in the CQ Researcher (Feb 18, 2005, www.thecqresearcher.com)

Haiti was once a lush, tropical paradise. Trinidad-born writer C.L. James wrote of Haiti: "A few feet about the cane stalks waves the five-foot leaves of the banana-trees.... Thousands of small, scrupulous tidy coffee trees rose on the slopes of the hills, an the abrupt and precipitous mountainsides were covered to the summits with the luxuriant tropical undergrowth and precious hardwood forests of San Domingo." Two hundred years later, that Haiti is but a memory. Today, one can stand on the Haitian border facing its eastern neighbor - the Dominican Republic - and see pine forests. Then turning and facing westward, one would see "nothing except fields almost devoid of trees," wrote University of California, Los Angeles, geographer Jared Diamond in his 2005 bestseller Collapse: How Societies Choose to Fail or Succeed. Below is an aerial image that shows the stark contrast along the border of Haiti and the DR.

The border between Haiti (left) and the Dominican Republic highlights the relative deforestation of Haiti. CLICK HERE FOR LARGER IMAGE. Photograph courtesy NASA/Goddard Space Flight Center Scientific Visualization Studio

According to the World Bank, Haiti has lost about 97% of its trees. Without tree roots to anchor the soil, most of Haiti's topsoil has been washed away by the Caribbean's heavy rains and storms. And without trees to slow rushing flood waters, everything in their path is swept away.

In May 2004, floods killed 2,500 people, destroyed 1,700 houses and left up to 30,000 people homeless in Belle-Anse an Fonds-Verrettes, near Port-au-Prince. Then, in September, tropical storm Jeanne killed another 3,000 people, destroyed 4,628 houses and affected nearly 300,000 people in the north, including Gonaives, Haiti's third-largest city. In 2008, four hurricanes hit,--Fay, Gustav, Hanna, and Ike--dumped heavy rains on the impoverished nation. The rugged hillsides, stripped bare of 98% of their forest cover thanks to deforestation, let flood waters rampage into large areas of the country. It was reported that 793 people were killed, with 310 missing and another 593 injured. The hurricanes destroyed 22,702 homes and damaged another 84,625. About 800,000 people were affected--8% of Haiti's total population. The flood wiped out 70% of Haiti's crops, resulting in dozens of deaths of children due to malnutrition in the months following the storms. Damage was estimated at over $1 billion, the costliest natural disaster until that time in Haitian history. The damage amounted to over 5% of the country's $17 billion GDP, a staggering blow for a nation so poor leaving

Once the rural areas are deforested and the soil cannot support crops, subsistence farmers head to the cities, mainly teeming Port-au-Prince, to seek new ways to survive. In 1982, 75% of the population lived in rural areas; by 2003, only 60% of the population was rural. In the cities, the newcomers contribute to overcrowding, health problems, violence, and delinquency.* I did a quick check and as of 2008, only 53% of the population was rural*

Haiti's few remaining trees are disappearing because peasants cut them down, mostly for charcoal - to burn or sell - or to clear space for growing food.

"The only way they can survive is to cut down what's left of the forest until every meter of land, whether on a slope or in a ravine, even in downtown Port-au-Prince, is cleared and planted with crops," says Paul Paryski, a veteran environmental official in Haiti for the U.S. Agency of International Development and the U.N. Development Program (UNDP). "I've seen people planing corn in a gravel road, or beans and potatoes using a rope to hold them so they won't fall down a slope."

The relationship between tree cutting and disaster is clearly understood in Haiti. "People are very aware that it's not a good way to go, but if it's a question of cutting a tree or sending your kid to school, that's an easy choice," says Pablo Ruiz, a senior adviser on Haiti to the UNDP Crisis Prevention and Recovery Bureau.

Experts say providing Haitians with propane and propane stoves would solve the problem. Indeed, propane is the cooking fuel of choice in the Dominican Republic, where forests still cover 28% of the country. A new venture in Haiti, Ecogaz, recently began buying propane in the Dominican Republic and reselling it in Haiti, along with inexpensive, cast-iron stoves.

Catching Waves | LeadershipJournal.net

Catching Waves | LeadershipJournal.net
A Leadership interview with Francis Chan | posted 5/17/2010
Francis Chan says we should stop trying to make people love Jesus, and learn to rely on prayer, elders, and the Holy Spirit instead.

Monday, May 17, 2010

grace: a moral scandal

Graces forgives the unforgivable, loves the unlovable, and touches the untouchable. It's a moral scandal.
~Seth Barnes (founder of AIM)

How many of us get distracted or confused about what love is based on what we see in the world around us? The world tells us that love is conditional; commit and pursue what makes you happy and brings reward.

It teaches that love is disposable. What's the reasonable response when someone lets you down? Doesn't hold up to their end of the deal? Causes you hurt instead of bringing you joy? The world says: walk away. That's fair, after all, isn't it? Justice is when we get what we deserve. Someone hurts or disappoints you, they don't deserve your time or energy, do they? And love someone who has nothing to offer you, who can't pull their weight? Well, that's plain ridiculous...right?

The world teaches us that all of our relationships and interactions with one another are based on expectation.

Juxtaposed next to the ideas depicted in the media, Jesus's description of what it means to love is radically different. Love, in the biblical sense, Agape, is unconditional. It is NOT about responding to or matching what someone brings to the table... it is not based on expectation. What any of us brings into any relationship can change, and we are all bound to hurt or disappoint others at certain times in our lives. We are far from perfect, after all. But love is grace. If justice is when someone gets what they deserve (and mercy is when they don't get what they deserve), then grace is when someone gets what they do not deserve.

Christ calls us to support and love the the sick, poor, and needy - people who cannot give us anything in return. He urges us to reach out to the users and abusers. Moreover, Christ calls us to love the unlovely, those who hurt us, OUR ENEMIES, without condition. This IS the love God shows us. Yet, how many of us live in states of ungrace? Maybe we give money, or spend time serving the less privileged, but how many of us have walked away from people who have let us down? How many of us have failed to show grace, not to our enemies necessarily, but to those who have disappointed us? I know I am guilty of this.

And it has been weighing on me since coming across the blog by Seth Barnes that had the quotation at the top of this post. I had posted it on my Facebook page the other day and a friend responded with this comment: " think about it, our ungrace is not tattooed on our foreheads, but on our hearts. God is the only one who can see the true intentions of our heart. He chooses to overlook our ungraces, because of his grace." How wild and humbling is that? If God chooses to overlook our ungraces, because of His grace, surely we can do our best to make the same choice. And so I'm doing a careful inventory of my heart this week, weighing my own instances of "ungrace." I said at the start of this blog that I wanted my life to be a legacy of love. I'd like to add to that, I would like it to also be marked by grace. Proverbs 3:27 says, "Do not withhold good from those who deserve it, when it is in your power to act." Although we might not always feel like it, we all have the power to choose grace, and not ungrace, as our default response towards others.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

radio Interview on 1Africa!

An old friend of mine (Brad) from my time in Taiwan hosts a morning radio show on 1Africa and asked if I would be willing to be interviewed on my trip to Haiti. 1Africa Radio is a Christian radio station that broadcasts live via shortwave, satellite and FM/community radio stations over the continent of Africa. It's mission is to uplift, educate and encourage African youth by focusing on the positive, speaking about integrity and broadcasting a message of hope across borders in a relaxed, fun and relevant way. So, when Brad heard about my trip he asked if I wouldn't mind sharing about it for a segment they are doing on "Love Your Neighbor".

We recorded a few nights ago and - they make all their shows available as podcasts for download.
CLICK HERE to download the podcast, or go to http://www.1africa.tv/shows.php and check out the podcasts for "Kick Start".

In other news... I'm sitting here HOLDING my new work authorization paper for UCSD Extension... GOOD FOR TWO YEARS!!! I can't even put in to words how elated I am by this. TWO YEARS!!! I don't know what God's plans are for me... but it is nice to know that if He wants to keep me here and teaching at this particular school, I don't have to go through this again for two more years.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

revival

After the earthquake in January 2010, Haiti began to experience a spiritual revival. During a vision trip, the Youth Ministry Advance Team came across meetings like this where Haitians were pouring out their hearts in prayer and worship. The prayer times they experienced were intense; Adventures in Missions' founder, Seth Barnes, describes the day of prayer as, "a day unlike any other day I've had in 30 years of missions." And while a few months have gone by since the earthquake's initial impact, the Haitians are still crying out to the Lord. They are hungry for truth and need you to share it with them. Get involved here.


Special thanks to Juyoun P., Michelle S., and Chris M. for your donations! Also, to those of you in Canada who supported me through donations to St. John's Anglican Church - THANK YOU! I don't have individual names, but I know many of you heard about my trip through my family; I truly appreciate the generosity of each and everyone of you. I'd also like to thank Ty T. for his friendship - thanks for being such an encourager!

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Evansbord's Baptism Clip

(Posted in Ministry Stories by Stephanie Pridgen on 5/6/2010)

I don't know exactly what we expected walking into his home, but I know that it wasn't what we found.

The tent seemed to exhale as we opened its door, and it expelled a torrent of heat as we entered. I could not begin to imagine staying inside these tarpaulin walls all day as sweat instantly formed against my skin; yet, this is Evansbord's life everyday.

Evansbord was taken to a witch doctor at two months old. Before me was the result of this choice by his parents. He was lying on the tent floor, knees to his chest, feet crossed flat against himself; he has spent 15 years in this same position.

Aside from moving his arms, his head and a few grunts, Evansbord was immobile and mute. Little did he know how his life was about to change. Little did we know how our lives were about to change... read more here.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

prayer request::UPDATED

I just found out that the summer start date for one of the programs I teach in (the one that is my main source of income in the summer) is June 28th (I had assumed it would be July 5 because of past years). Because I will not return until July 1st, I was first told I would not be able to work in July (they only allow one day absence in the closed intensive ELP programs). Additionally, not working in July lowers my priority for getting classes in August...

I was later told that it was possible they might make an exception, if enrollment is high enough, and allow me to miss the first two days if I could be there for July 1st. However, after some thought I went in today and said it would be best not to schedule me in the intensive program in July considering I won't be in San Diego until close to 2AM on July 1st... I have no idea how I am going to be feeling or what "processing" my time in Haiti is going to be like, but I'm pretty sure it isn't the smartest idea to expect to be able to walk into a classroom for 8AM on July 1st...

I'm scheduled to teach one night course in a different program beginning in July, but for that month it would only add up to 3.5 hours a week of work; this means virtually no income coming in until September (God willing, I could have work in August, as I'll be here for the start date for the second session of the intensive program).

So, please pray that all of this will somehow work out... God has provided for everything ahead of time for me to go to Haiti, I have to trust that God will again provide for life after if He wants me there... during my talk with them today it sounded very positive I'll get some hours beginning in mid-July with a couple of the closed programs that are starting at that time and if enrollment goes as predicted August should be fine (they can never guarentee, but that is pretty typical of my usual work situation).

Melanie Piché
Walk by Faith, right?

On a positive note, I have been notified that my contract for Mesa this Fall has been submitted for 60% FTE (the most an adjunct is allowed to teach). I'll have to get work authorization for that in August, but it is a blessing to know that there will be work in the Fall...

return flight/airmiles

Now that I know I get to return to San Diego it's time to try to book a return flight from Atlanta, on June 30th.

AIM has said not to book a flight before 8PM as we arrive in ATL at 5:55PM on June 30th. Because of the time difference and the flight curfew at SAN there are no flights that leave later than 7PM (booo)... and after talking to AIM it sounds like ATL is known for being slow with customs (1 hr isn't enough time) and since I'll be coming back with my new paperwork it is probably not wise to only allow for an hour... so looks like I'll need to be finding a hotel for June 30th or sleeping in the airport and officially returning to SD on July 1st... unless I fly to LA, it looks like there are direct flights after 8PM... but would then need to figure out a way to get to SD,

That being said, if anyone has any airmiles they would like to donate to help with this return flight... please let me know! I have some miles with American Airlines from when I bought my SAN->ATL ticket.

UPDATE: Ticket booked! I fly ATL->LAX with AirTran and land at 10:50PM on June 30th.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

UPDATED! Items still needed for my trip to Haiti

If you are able to help with any of the outstanding items below, please email me at mdpiche@gmail.com. These are all expenses for which I will pay out of pocket that are not included in the money I raised for my time in the field in Haiti with AIM.

  • 86.6" x59.1" footprint - extra piece of material that goes between the bottom of the tent and the ground to protect the floor
  • sheet or sleeping bag liner for warm weather
  • travel alarm clock
  • travel locks
  • insect repelent (DEET 30%)
  • rain gear - rainy season has started and hurricane season begins in June
  • stuff sacks/ziplock bags to pack clothing inside of my pack
  • good sandals (recommendations were Chacos, Tevas, or Keens - I only own flipflops)
  • 3 pairs of shorts that come to the top of your knees (Running shorts are not appropriate, and apparently mine are all too short!).

Monday, May 3, 2010

Psalm 37

God is so GOOD; He is faithful and true and I feel like He is showering me in more Love than I could have ever asked for right now...

I checked my status online this morning to see where things stood with my work authorization renewal and... it has been approved!! Praise God! On top of that, donations toward my trip reached and surpassed the $2000.00 mark! BOTH of these have happened ahead of schedule. The average time to process the work authorization with USCIS is 6o days. Mine was done in 18. I needed to be at 75% funded by May 1st, and God used you to bring me OVER AND ABOVE 100%.

I've never felt so much in His will before. Or, more loved.

It is such an awesome and exciting place to be.

Psalm 37 tells us to delight in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart. Silly of me not to realize that I want to be in San Diego so much because HE has put that desire in my heart; the past few months have been all about delighting in Him. Falling in love with and serving Him. And it is such a blessing to know that He wants me here, too!

I really have felt like I could just burst all day today with how much joy I feel. I'm so excited for Haiti; but, I'm also beyond excited for life and God's plans for me in general. It has taken a lot to get me here, this last year has been one of the most difficult for me. But, everything that I went through, without question, has been instrumental in getting me to where I am today and transforming me more and more into the woman I know God has intended me to be. I feel like He really used circumstances to break my heart into a billion pieces in order to be able to put it back together according to His design, not mine. And so I am so grateful for everything that I've grown through.

1 John 4:18 says There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear. Right now, tonight, I truly feel so loved that all traces of fear about the future have all but been erased. Thank you so much for all of your prayers, I have shared my fear and anxiety with many of you and I know this feeling of peace and joy that has settled over me is a result of God hearing and answering your prayers.

Psalm 37

Of David.
1 Do not fret because of evil men
or be envious of those who do wrong;

2 for like the grass they will soon wither,
like green plants they will soon die away.

3 Trust in the LORD and do good;
dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.

4 Delight yourself in the LORD
and he will give you the desires of your heart
.

5 Commit your way to the LORD;
trust in him and he will do this
:

6 He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn,
the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.

7 Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him;
do not fret when men succeed in their ways,
when they carry out their wicked schemes.

8 Refrain from anger and turn from wrath;
do not fret—it leads only to evil.

9 For evil men will be cut off,
but those who hope in the LORD will inherit the land.

10 A little while, and the wicked will be no more;
though you look for them, they will not be found.

11 But the meek will inherit the land
and enjoy great peace.

12 The wicked plot against the righteous
and gnash their teeth at them;

13 but the Lord laughs at the wicked,
for he knows their day is coming.

14 The wicked draw the sword
and bend the bow
to bring down the poor and needy,
to slay those whose ways are upright.

15 But their swords will pierce their own hearts,
and their bows will be broken.

16 Better the little that the righteous have
than the wealth of many wicked;

17 for the power of the wicked will be broken,
but the LORD upholds the righteous.

18 The days of the blameless are known to the LORD,
and their inheritance will endure forever.

19 In times of disaster they will not wither;
in days of famine they will enjoy plenty.

20 But the wicked will perish:
The LORD's enemies will be like the beauty of the fields,
they will vanish—vanish like smoke.

21 The wicked borrow and do not repay,
but the righteous give generously;

22 those the LORD blesses will inherit the land,
but those he curses will be cut off.

23 If the LORD delights in a man's way,
he makes his steps firm
;

24 though he stumble, he will not fall,
for the LORD upholds him with his hand
.

25 I was young and now I am old,
yet I have never seen the righteous forsaken
or their children begging bread.

26 They are always generous and lend freely;
their children will be blessed.

27 Turn from evil and do good;
then you will dwell in the land forever.

28 For the LORD loves the just
and will not forsake his faithful ones.
They will be protected forever,
but the offspring of the wicked will be cut off;

29 the righteous will inherit the land
and dwell in it forever.

30 The mouth of the righteous man utters wisdom,
and his tongue speaks what is just.

31 The law of his God is in his heart;
his feet do not slip.

32 The wicked lie in wait for the righteous,
seeking their very lives;

33 but the LORD will not leave them in their power
or let them be condemned when brought to trial.

34 Wait for the LORD
and keep his way.
He will exalt you to inherit the land;
when the wicked are cut off, you will see it.

35 I have seen a wicked and ruthless man
flourishing like a green tree in its native soil,

36 but he soon passed away and was no more;
though I looked for him, he could not be found.

37 Consider the blameless, observe the upright;
there is a future
for the man of peace.

38 But all sinners will be destroyed;
the future
of the wicked will be cut off.

39 The salvation of the righteous comes from the LORD;
he is their stronghold in time of trouble.

40 The LORD helps them and delivers them;
he delivers them from the wicked and saves them,
because they take refuge in him.